What were you for?

I adored you, but why?
What was the sickly purpose for you to come into my life?

You were new, I had hopes for us...
But, did I think they'd turn to dust? 

Maybe, Maybe, I had doubts,
But, I only wanted to know your where-abouts,
What was so wrong, to want to know, to want to be shown,
Where you sleep and where you keep?

a Summer of sweet memories, a summer of sweet loving,
It just meant *nothing*!
A waste of breath, lying softly on your chest,
Where I liked to be best.

Take a deep breath in - block it all out,
Shut it away, don't think of a single day.

I adored you, but why?

Pokemon, Stonehenge, The Spa,
Picnics, and bike rides ,
Balloons, and journey's a far, to the sea, just you and me.
Durdle Door - What was it for?

* * *

Half a year on & I now have the answer,
You were my escape, my rescuer dancer!
I thank you for teaching me that I *can* survive,
Now I know that the future can be bright.

Thank you Jayce, for making 2016 ace!