Love doesn't last

Written March 2007

I feel low, with no where to go,

No sun in my sky anymore...

I wish I could rewind, and start over again,

I can't, of course, and it's a terrible shame.

I feel a long way from home,

And totally alone,

They warned me to go easy,

and not move to fast

They said to remember that love doesn't last

A Prayer

Written 2nd June 2008

Oh lord, take me back to the time,

when I felt loved, and not despised,

For a moment in this hell, before fire & hate took lead,

I felt a good thing was happening to me,

For once in my life this felt right,

My dream of happiness was in sight.

I remember that new feeling,

Something new was beginning!

Something wonderful was about to start

I would never have believed it could break my heart...

Warmth, desire, burning fire, turned to hatred, and expired,

Now I have this little child,

Made from two hearts that were once wild,

Times are hard, I can't say it's easy,

Life has changed and been rearranged...

It could be amazing! The fire could still be blazing!

But, without being loved by him...

I'm not clear on where the future lies,

Please God, send away the lows and bring back the highs,

Another chance to be make us shine,

I want to be his, and I want him to be mine

Amen

For you ❤

I really feel like a rainbow of butterflies are fluttering all over my body,

kissing me with their tiny wings,

Filling my life with colour, happiness & heat...

I'm fast falling into a deep pool of purple passion, and it's swallowing me whole andit tastes so sweet....!

My feet are on the ground, but feel like they're in the sky,

My tongue is tasting hot treacle sponge with custard, and zingy key lime pie!

All so delicious, and I can't get enough!

I'm really enjoying this feeling of pure absolute lust!:-D

I have heard that magic mushrooms make you feel awesome,

And I really hope they live up to their name.... ;-)

I'm so glad I've met you again ;-D